The truth of the matter is that it's the fascination of it all.

Not knowing what you're going to see this time around, not knowing if you're going to recognize this personality or feeling in that last captured shot.

To be so totally surprised at the many different personalities inside this massive physical body.

The surprised outcome of yet another view. Totally undiscovered. Just captured in another shot.

That moment's gone forever. Never to be the same again.

But to know that you have it on film is living proof that the other person exists inside that massive physical body. No two pair of eyes are the same, so what one may see in one shot another may not.

Another twist to that captured image on film, yes there are so many ways to see things and what might be missed by one's view may be caught by another.

Not knowing the outcome. Not knowing what to expect. Oh the glory of it all.

After the fact I must say that I had no idea how much imagination was needed to just step outside of myself, totally off myself and into another dimension. Twisting and turning with no control over my thoughts, no concentration on how I was going to look but more on how everything was making me feel.

That's all that matters.

The feeling, the spirit, the soul...fuck the mind!!!

Now it's all over and I'm back to where I was when I came in.

Back to the world of thought and reality, whatever it may be.